Right, so I'm look...

Right, so I'm looking into transfering to the itt tech in San Berdino, CA. Michelle's getting the apartment information and he job transfers. My dad told me today that he supports the move and that Him, my mom, and my brother are moving to Croatia DEFINATELY in a year and a half and that I'm welcomed to go with them. The plan is to finish school with my B.S. and spend a few years in Croatia and let this crazy pollitical shit die down. Unless I like CA. Then I'm just going to vacation.

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I fixed my m...

I fixed my mother fucking car. omg! this is fantastic!

It's 7:52am....

It's 7:52am. I'm wide awake. I changed my sleeping routine so now I wake up early in the AM instead of early in the PM. I missed my strategies class yesterday because of my car. When ever came home we went out to look at it. Tried to jump my car. That didn't work. So his mom came over and brought some tools and we removed the battery. (that was a bitch because all this shit was blocking it) Evan's mom gave us and the battery a ride to some auto parts place to get the battery tested. It was full, 100%. So now, after i put some pants on, I'm going to soak the cables in a bowl of coke and clean them out with a grill brush. We've narrowed it down to the cables due to the cars behavior. If cleaning them out doesn't work I'm going to trace them and see if they are burned/torn/apart/all that jazz. Then I shower, Wake up cody, and walk downtown to subway where I got a job yesterday. I figured yesterday since the day was shit I would treat myself to subway and As I was paying for my food I asked the older black lady if they were hiring and she said "well you'd have to take that out." and of course I said no problem. She said "You really need a job?" I say "yes, i do." she says that she's not promising allot of hours but that she needs to hire someone and she's glad it was me because all that work there are black guys and she says "you know what i mean?" and I just laugh. So being white and a girl got me this job. At least it is one. My parents are coming to visit (and bring my furniture) when my dad gets back from Croatia. I think they are coming at the end of this month... conveniently that's when michelle's coming.. so I'm going to see if michelle can come later so that at least I have a bed to make the L word on without my parents being there for it. Evan, Cody, Michael, Me, and punk rock eddie went camping this past weekend. That was nice. We rented a tent spot next to the Lake. Bought beer and just bull-shitted, ate hotdogs, played games, played music; until we jumped in the lake at maybe mid-night. I had a flash light that worked under water and cody jumped in nakked so I embarrassed him a few times when I shined the light on his pee pee. whahaha. Next day, we packed all our shit and went to the beach. First we played in the arcades then went swimming. Then drove 40 minutes back home and passed out on the couch.Right right, the end.oh and this is the xanga drama with brittany and I. I am blue she is red. yea ok I'M IN TEXAS. why are you using my xanga to talk to other people about me? ...you can post comments on theirs too.Posted 9/2/2005 at 6:36 PM by DimThe__Lights - delete - block user Im stealing this bitch.Posted 9/4/2005 at 12:33 AM by XxInsaneHospitalityxX - delete - block user I know your in texas and it doesn't stop you from being a bitch one year and nice the next. Posted 9/6/2005 at 5:59 PM by tina4tehsquare - delete in that order?Posted 9/7/2005 at 2:41 AM by DimThe__Lights - delete - block user You know how it goes. I just cant believe what shit you and mallary talked... for no effin reason...Posted 9/7/2005 at 11:07 PM by tina4tehsquare - delete my point being I don't really care.and I refuse to partake in online confrontations.Posted 9/8/2005 at 3:47 AM by DimThe__Lights - delete - block user suit yourself. It would have been a good one.Posted 9/8/2005 at 9:20 AM by tina4tehsquare - delete

It's 7:52am....

It's 7:52am. I'm wide awake. I changed my sleeping routine so now I wake up early in the AM instead of early in the PM. I missed my strategies class yesterday because of my car. When ever came home we went out to look at it. Tried to jump my car. That didn't work. So his mom came over and brought some tools and we removed the battery. (that was a bitch because all this shit was blocking it) Evan's mom gave us and the battery a ride to some auto parts place to get the battery tested. It was full, 100%. So now, after i put some pants on, I'm going to soak the cables in a bowl of coke and clean them out with a grill brush. We've narrowed it down to the cables due to the cars behavior. If cleaning them out doesn't work I'm going to trace them and see if they are burned/torn/apart/all that jazz. Then I shower, Wake up cody, and walk downtown to subway where I got a job yesterday. I figured yesterday since the day was shit I would treat myself to subway and As I was paying for my food I asked the older black lady if they were hiring and she said "well you'd have to take that out." and of course I said no problem. She said "You really need a job?" I say "yes, i do." she says that she's not promising allot of hours but that she needs to hire someone and she's glad it was me because all that work there are black guys and she says "you know what i mean?" and I just laugh. So being white and a girl got me this job. At least it is one. My parents are coming to visit (and bring my furniture) when my dad gets back from Croatia. I think they are coming at the end of this month... conveniently that's when michelle's coming.. so I'm going to see if michelle can come later so that at least I have a bed to make the L word on without my parents being there for it. Evan, Cody, Michael, Me, and punk rock eddie went camping this past weekend. That was nice. We rented a tent spot next to the Lake. Bought beer and just bull-shitted, ate hotdogs, played games, played music; until we jumped in the lake at maybe mid-night. I had a flash light that worked under water and cody jumped in nakked so I embarrassed him a few times when I shined the light on his pee pee. whahaha. Next day, we packed all our shit and went to the beach. First we played in the arcades then went swimming. Then drove 40 minutes back home and passed out on the couch.Right right, the end.oh and this is the xanga drama with brittany and I. I am blue she is red. yea ok I'M IN TEXAS. why are you using my xanga to talk to other people about me? ...you can post comments on theirs too.Posted 9/2/2005 at 6:36 PM by DimThe__Lights - delete - block user Im stealing this bitch.Posted 9/4/2005 at 12:33 AM by XxInsaneHospitalityxX - delete - block user I know your in texas and it doesn't stop you from being a bitch one year and nice the next. Posted 9/6/2005 at 5:59 PM by tina4tehsquare - delete in that order?Posted 9/7/2005 at 2:41 AM by DimThe__Lights - delete - block user You know how it goes. I just cant believe what shit you and mallary talked... for no effin reason...Posted 9/7/2005 at 11:07 PM by tina4tehsquare - delete my point being I don't really care.and I refuse to partake in online confrontations.Posted 9/8/2005 at 3:47 AM by DimThe__Lights - delete - block user suit yourself. It would have been a good one.Posted 9/8/2005 at 9:20 AM by tina4tehsquare - delete

So I st...

So I started an alternative hip hop colaboration with Tommy Cocks. We haven't had much time to work on it seeing as how we're both hella busy people but when we get it together i'll give you the link. I was trying to think of a gay white girl punk rapper name and well all I could think of that i liked was my stripper name from fayetteville (which was Gia) so... since i'm a computer geek I changed it to G-ah which is still pronounced the same but it spells gah! which i say all the time. I just started making some beats so I'll see if I can post them too. The program is FL studio if anyone wants to get in the mix. Ah, and my car wont start.

Todays my...

Todays my first day of school... i'll write about it on myspace.Click here.Take the quiz.Post your results.1) If blindpogo took over the world, who would be happy? Everyone but him.2) What comic book character would djbeestie be? orgasmo3) What is imtheknife's favorite movie? battle royal?4) Would ariana6057 go out with violentdelirium? she would try haha but fail5) Which president would blindpogo be likely to idolize? um... 6) Has xnecronomiconx been to your house/dorm? yes he was my roomate too7) Is tearsinaugust related to you? no8) What would gagetgirl7 give djbeestie for his/her birthday? a custom multimedia cd about politics9) Do you think violentdelirium is hot? omg yes10) What is gagetgirl7 allergic to? the basement I was renting in NY11) How would ariana6057 conquer the world? with an open vagina12) Does gagetgirl7 smoke? she used too but not anymore13) What rank would xnecronomiconx have in a giant robot army? Uniform coodinator14) Did butterflylady break up with you? questionable15) What is butterflylady's favorite game? well, my favorite game with her was lets make out on the computer chair.16) Would you set up tearsinaugust and djbeestie? for shits and giggles yes17) Is xnecronomiconx athletic? he doesn't need to be. his boyfriend is.18) What is tearsinaugust's favorite band/artist? ani defranco?19) When did you last call butterflylady? 2 weeks ago?20) What would you do if imtheknife died? finally go visit him.21) What animal does xnecronomiconx remind you of? um.. er.. maybe a fuck i dont know22) How long would djbeestie dating imtheknife last? forever!23) One thing you can't stand about ariana6057? she's a slut24) Has butterflylady dyed their hair? yes25) If gagetgirl7 commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? yes26) Have you flirted with _exploded? haha sort of27) If gagetgirl7 took over the world, who would suffer? men28) Is fripola in a relationship? i dont know29) Are djbeestie and cinaminqube going out? no........ james' man30) Do blindpogo and imtheknife go to the same school? no

Update...THE GOV ...

Update...THE GOV CAN FUCK OFF WITH THESE GAS PRICES ... ohhh that makes me mad.

ok so ...

ok so i'm dumb and never playing WebMD again. It's just an alergic reaction to some unknown thing. The rash i was breaking out in was hives. They shot me up with courtazone(sound it out cause i dont know how to spell it) and gave me some benidrilllll and pepcid AC.. I have a prescription for something else but it's not needed if this goes away in a few days. it's already gone. I wonder what caused it? gah. i'm going to st. louis tomorrow for the college thing and then to columbia to look for jobs. I met some attractive lesbians here. so that a plus. they can show me around. i rather be in L.A. with michelle.. god fucking damnit i miss her. but i guess i have to get over it.

bah.. i h...

bah.. i have to go to the hospital tomorrow. I've dianosed myself as having Dermatitis Herpetiformis and a Hyperthyroid and Perioral Dermatitis we will see what happens....

So my flight was s...

So my flight was supposed to leave KC at 6:30pm but it didn't leave until 7:55pm. We got to Altanta at 10:50pm my flight for raleigh was at 10:15pm... so I missed it. The airport in altanta closed down for the night so I spent 9 hours there without money/food/drink/pillow because fucking delta airlines couldn't get there shit together... gah i'm cranky as hell. The next flight was at 7am so I caught that one and finally made it to raleigh at 8:15am. Never again am I flying delta airlines... they can suck it. oh hey alia, since you told me that stuff I've been thinking about you and things allllllll the time... so thanks for that asshole. :]

So I went to Co...

So I went to Columbia yesterday with Beave, Megan, Erin, and Katie. Lots of things happened.. first cody and I ventured off by ourselves and checked things out. Like tattoo shops and just the area. Megan and the gang went to some Noodles place to eat. We meet up with them later and chill there until it gets dark. Then we go to the mall.. no special there EXCEPT we go into this candy store where this old white haired women works. I'm waiting to get a slushy and she asks me "Who is doing your artwork". At first cody and I thought it was sarcasm but it turns out that this lady is crazy and has 2 tattoos. I ask to see them right? Well, she trys to show me the one on her shoulder and there's nothing there. I tell her this so she's like "come here come here hurry" and she ducks down behind the counter and I do the same to see this tattoo she had. Her bra was covering it up so I hit on the ol' lady and moved it so i could see. It was a parrot. She had another one around her boobie of a tiger. ah.. you had to have been there for that one. After that we went back downtown. Beave and I ventured off again to find the "fuck off" street punk. This guys like 35 dating a 15 year old, lives on the streets, and has fuck off tattooed on his forehead. We run into the guitar corner hippies and pop some change into their open guitar case and listen to a song and ask them about mr. "fuck off". The word on the street was that he was at this bar Snappers a few blocks down because it's dollar PBR night. We go. No punk but there's this 50 something year old Marine Vet with beads around his neck and... That stories just too long.We both have a PBR and then bounce to find the girls. We all go sit on a wall thats right outside the intersection of broadway and 9th. Megan greets EVERYONE with hi's and hello's and to cut this one short I met A drunk guy that commented about my tattoos. An old homeless guy that was dying of cancer but was patroling the streets everynight to catch the real criminals the police cant. A crazy crazy kid that gave me a booklet i thought was about jesus but it turms out it's a bunch of things he drew that just didn't make an sense. All in all, VIVA LA GUTTER PUNKS.i'm flying back tomorrow. There's a party here tonight. I'm drinking a beer.

Jefferson City

Cody and I caught a cab to Slackers all the way across Jefferson City. (Its a Music store) and when we get there the hot chick behind the counter starts hitting on me. Her name's Ally. She's coming to the party they are throwing for me this Friday. Michelle should be in Fayetteville AR. Sometime soon. She's stopping by her uncles and then probably coming here. It's a 5 hour drive but she has the time and money. God I hope she stops by. It's 7:51am so almost 9am over where you guys are. Yesterday, Cody and I walked downtown and went to Patty's (irish pub), The Crab (beach bar), Mike's bar, Slackers, Hastings, and some random places inbetween. We walked all the way back home from Slackers. It was a good 4+ miles. And we stopped under this bridge and chilled like a couple of gutter punks. It was nice. I bought the Pretty Hate Mechine album.. Again.. since my last 2 copies dont work anymore. I'm down to like 40$ out of $100.I met this guy Brian on the plane ride from Cinnciniti Ohio to here. He myspaced me. Weird kid but he's trying to be cool. Interesting stories tho. The guy I talked to on the way from Raleigh to Ohio was a Veternaren From Dublin. He just got a job in Philly and had some Meeting thing in Raleigh to talk about fish. He spoke perfect english because his mom is from Canada. So there are more right winged straight up republicians here than I've ever seen in my life. Maybe like 2 punks and the rest are hardcore rednecks. NC is 34087234 times more diverse. (not including asheboro) But I can find jobs here. I'm going to try at this place in Columbia. Aparrently that's the better place to live anyway. Evan's apartment is the shit. Nice and spacious. He's going to talk to the landlord and rent the downstairs to since there are stairs leading to it in the kitchen and the people that live there are moving out in AUgust. IT's only going to cost $150 more and it's a whole other apartment in the middle of downtown Jefferson City. That's where cody and I are going to live. I think it's only one bedroom and evan's apartment right now is only one bedroom but it has a huge living room and a den and a huge kitchen. So I'll get the bedroom down stairs and cody will get the living room. Washer and dryers going to be down there so that's a plus. and we can pant the walls. My college is 2 hours away but you take 70 straight there and I only have to go 3 days a week for the first 3 months. I'm going to call them today and see if I can transfer. Even if I cant I'm going to Cancel VA beach and reapply up here and start in December instead of Sept. 5th. Oh well, I'm outta here. Cody and Evan are at work so I'm going to go watch tv until I get hungry and walk to subway and the mini mart place.

i'm in ...

i'm in jeff city. whahaha.

So......

So... Michelle is leaving for CA monday. I'm leaving for MO Sunday morning. Only difference is is that I'm coming back. She got a job in Fresno and she starts on the 1st of August. I got fired today. Bah, whatever. I'm over it.

i give up....

i give up.

1.) Copy and...

1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>2.) Eliminate the asterisks.2 1/2.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.3.) See what color you are. This is my effing color

Michelle

So... Michelle update. Last night was our 1st date if you disregard us meeting at the club and that entire night. Cody came through and picked me up. We went to the waffle to bullshit with jessica and brittany before heading off to greensboro. We were meeting Michelle at her work. (some restaurant right next to skybar) We bounce and walk a few blocks to cafe europa. Wonderful wonderful bar. As soon as I get in I here "There you are!" or something like that-guess who?- my dad. He was drinking some wine with some friends. We talked for a second. Michelle ran off talking to people and ordering the wine. We got a corner table. First bottle of wine was... an italian white wine that was pretty damn good actually. We all kill that. Beers Beers Beers. Bullshit talky. new people talky. friends talky. IRISH CAR BOMB. God damn that is a smooth drink. So Cody's in the corner talking to Bi-chris and I'm engaged in great conversation with michelle when out of know where her x-girlfriend of two years touches my face to get my attention and warns me about michelle and how she fucks anything and that she's crazy. Then she just walks off. FOR ONE, god damn that bitch was ugly. FOR TWO, you just dont do something like that. and FOR THREE, if it's true I'll eventually find out so I dont need a warning. *oh the phone with the cool army recuiter guy* finish when i get backEnded up going out to the mall with cody and trash and running into Zeb. But I'sa back.So anyhow, dumb bitch left. Michelle and I keep talking. Cody's new Bisexual friend wants to go bar hopping so we split up. Cody, me, Michelle walk to McCools?(this was the place where Andrew took us Jenn) and Bi-Chris and 2 other random guys drive. Being as drunk as we were we takes an insanely long way to get to the bar and it turns out that those guys left and went to 356? or walkers. One of the two or both. So we chill at McCools. A friend of Michelle's calls a taxi and comes to drink with us. By this time it's about 1:30am. His name is Josh. We bullshit, kick back, and decide to go backto Michelle's house and open a bottle of wine. we get there and Bi-Chris calls and says he's coming over. Striaght Josh is making the moves on Gay Michelle and Confused Tina is gettting alittle irrated. Nothing happens. We convince Michelle not to open a bottle of wine because it was too expensive and we would not enjoy it. She opts to go buy more beer. Cody's seconds that motion. Josh and I try to explain why we cant go get beer. (It was 2:30am) everyone calms down. Bi-Chris knocks on the door and Michelle is half assly passing out so I go and open the door. They come in. I'm still standing at the door. Michelle comes up and was like "You opened my door" I shruged and was like "yeah".... Eye contact. her arm around me. kisses kisses kisses. Technically this is our first kiss but given the rest of the story I'm going to count the next morning as the first kiss. Bi-Chris want's to shack up with Michelle and he says some random things I dont remember because I was busy :] - I open my eyes a few minutes later to find. Michelle and I in the middle of the living room. Cody passed out on the chair. Bi-Chris and Friend left, and Josh in the bathroom. Josh gives me evil god damn you looks for making out with her. hehehe. I sit down. She tells Josh that she's extremely tired and that she's going to bed so he needs to leave :] He calls a taxi and waits outside. She annouces "Everyone in the bed" (being that it was freezing and that was the warm place to be) and she walks into the bedroom. Cody starts getting up and I look at him and mouthed "NO" and he was like "Oh yes I'm going" and I shook my fists like never before. :] He joined us in the bed. Me and her start going at it again. I remember cody asking if he should leave and no one answered so he just got up and went on the couch. We get all heavy and heated. Clothes missing. You get the picture. I'm half-assly easing my way to do what it is I do and she says "No, I barely know you. That's all you get." and rolls on her side. I chuckle and we, drunk, cuddle and pass out. I wake up at 7am to her huge cat loving at my face. She wakes up maybe around 7:45-8ish. Talking incoherently about salads and Crimson Dressings.... :] She asks about last night because she didn't remember driving etc. (so she didn't remember what we did) I told here and she apoligized for not remembering, I didn't care it's was cool. She was tanked. We talk lots. toss and turn lots. and then she comes in for the kiss and that sir was the first kiss. From then on it was cuddliness, cutiness, kissiness, bullshitting, getting to know each other talk, (heated moments) and all kinds of wonderful for 3 and a half hours. Cody wakes up. We all get up and go to wendy's. End of story.

I've been on xanga

So I've been using Xanga for the past 1231231 months. look it up there.http://www.xanga.com/leoocean:]

Ben-- ME...

Ben-- ME drunk, Drunk good:DWhich Apartment J regular are you brought to you by Quizillahaha!

3 day tour

Thursday night = punk show + keg party. I ended up making a hypothecial bet with thomas that I could kiss this chick that was at the party. She was pretty foxy. So I went up to her and started talking about random stuff, making jokes, blah blah.... then I said one of the cheesest lines ever for a lesbian to say. "So, not to seem rude, but what's your sexuality?" and she replies being bisexual but never having slept with a chick. I was like "ah cool *smile*" and left it at that. Killed another beer. She was walking past me to get somewhere and I got her attention and asked her "Can I kiss you?" in which she replied "yes" so without hesitation I did. It was some nice deserved making out time. Throughout the party I would run into her in the kitchen and outside. Both times she was talking about something and I just leaned in and kissed her.... repeatedly. It was definately good times. Too bad I dont know her name but I ended up meeting her boyfriend! who became really mad/jealous.. Glad I was on my 11th beer at this point.Friday night = HANG OVER + after party party (which was hella lame) Possum and I ditched that and decided that we wanted to go to wilmington for the hurricane. So we left. We got there at about 5 something A.M. and it was beautiful. Hella dark. The waves going crazy, the wind picking up, and just the overall enviroment. We ended up falling asleep for alittle bit in a gazebo on the beach line. We started heading home around 8a.m. -ish but we were both too tired to drive so we got a 2 BEDROOM hotel for the day. I passed out as soon as I hit the bed. Jay wakes me up at like 12pm and says the hurricanes here lets go swimming. I changed into shorts, We went swimming. It was so fucking incredible. The wind was insane. We were getting our asses kicked by the waves and the wind and the sand. I dont have any pictures of these tho :( Possum was out on some rocks in the water and dropped the digital camera and it fucked up. Over all the hurricane was a big pooh. We were in the water until it started to die down. A cop did come up to us and tell us that he cant make us get out of the water but that if we did no one was going to go in the water to save us and that we'll probably die. ---We raced back in the water --- Saturday - We get back from the beach... go have lunch in ft. bragg with Beave ... Go to the bowling alley with Chuck, Dan, Joe, Joe's Girlfriend, Possum, J, Tina, and Melissa. I'm sure I'm missing some people but just the same. We bowled and had a steady supply of beer from the bar in the bowling alley. Big group of skins man, it was pretty awesome. Anyhow, the bowling alley closes. Chuck goes to have sex with Tina and Melissa. Joe and his girl left, and me, Possum, Dan, and J end up going to Sharky's (strip club) I get in. Grab a beer. Walk pass Roxy (a stripper) she stares me down hardcore. I walk like nothing happened. I go to find her and she's gone! (I've made out with this chick like 3 times previously) .. blahblah blah big "cock" tease and now I'm back the hotel getting ready to go to sleep. Night!

Tina the "Tom Cat"

So I made this bot I want everyone to have a converstation with it. you can trian it to remember infomation and I'll add more responses as i go. Have fun!http://www.mediasemantics.com/PBCreate.php?BotID=c3b2ebc8de357c51&File=c3b2ebc8de357c51_Eval4.swf&Width=250&Height=470

The Band

Okay so anyone reading this that gets bored tonight or is actually interested in old school sounding Punk/Oi! music needs to come to Jester's Pub tonight. My "bitch"'s band is playing there tonight among other bands like Fist Full of Shit and Over privileged. But more importantly BUSTED TOOTH. I'll be there, Blindpogo (Thomas) and Zeb are coming and possibly James.The address :Jesters Pub6577 Fisher Rd.Fayetteville,NCCall Club for info910-423-610Be there or be rectangle!

Un-Beave-Leavable

So today is going to be a good day. Jay's going to look at the warehouse today. 10,000SQ for $1,000 p/m . I'm stoaked. It's going to be the location for Hoolagian's Incorporated. Which is his business. With the help of all the skins and just cool people here we are turning that place into a punk bar (among other things). I can finally start the screen printing company I have been wanting too. Whenever he goes to finalize his corporation status we're going to create a contract stating that my business is going to be a subdivision of Hoolagian's. This way the bar funds, my pay for bartending, etc. will be reinvested into my company. I wont have to pay rent for the warehouse but if the clothing line picks up as good as I think it will here I definately want to pay my share. I'm also incredibly happy because I'm going to be living in the upstairs portion of the warehouse. I think's that's awesome. :) I'm going to start orginaizing everything today as far as finding the equipment/supply I need and totaling the prices. Also, I'm going to create some logo designs and probably do the webpage on it. I'm going to have to wait to order the equipment until after the bar is up and running. Just the same. It's finally starting :) I want some spagitos....

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It's 6:30am. Beave already left for morning PT and I haven't went to bed yet. Being bored out of my mind has made me want to share a few things. Like, who I find the sexiest women alive. :) Probably just going to do a top five list or something.... Sexiest Voice : Drea de MatteoJust Sexy : Mila KunisSimple Sexy : Tina MajorinoSEXIEST THING ALIVE : Gina Gershon

A Beave Buzz

yesterday, Beave, me, thomas, zeb, and james went to Greensboro to watch Napoleon Dynamite. It was awesome!!! Great great great fucking movie. I was hella happy at that movie because I watched it while drinking beer that the bartender chick served me. Good times. Anyhow we all left went to Arigatos to eat. We had great times all that day... So... I'm in fayetteville for the next 4 days. Beave's Oi! Band is playing a show thursday so I'm sticking around for that. I bought a whore-shoe piece of jewelery for my la bret today. I really like it. Hmm.... Ok the best part.... I no longer have hair on the back or some of the top of my head... Its shaved to the skin almost. I originally wanted all that to be about an 1" to a 1/2" long but Beave was buzzing it and went to go back over some parts and forgot he took off the razor guard... damnit but it looks hella fucking sweet now. i like it allot. I'll try to post a picture of it tonight. And Brian, loved the party from what I remember. I ended up waking up the next day in asheboro. Apparently after Jen left I didn't want to be there anymore and I drove home.... *shrugs* crazy reckless drunks.ah here are the pictures :

Dj's Test

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:ModerateDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Dead president's corpse in the driver's car

Well, in more serious news. A best friend of mine's dad committed suicide friday morning. I spent the next few days glued to his hip just incase he needed support but he was handling it incredibily well. I hate that he's going through all this now. And i hate the details of the death and that he had to be there for them. He's much stronger and together then I thought he was. Either way, Thomas if you need -anything- you know how to get ahold of me. I'll be there as fast as I can. Tell your mom that I wish her the best and I love you.

Educating myself

So right now I'm researching the NC KKK scene so I know where to go when I'm drunk/skied and what to kick some white surpremise ass. But I found a White Power Live Radio.... and Thomas.... bad news. Right now !Dresden! - Berserkr is playing.... thus having it that your cool shirt promotes white power or that white power supports your shirt. Sucks doesn't it.

How Could You?

So this chick was my best friend since 7th grade. Now she's apparently changed and seems to be better then me somehow. She proved that by writing :"No dear. To be disappointed in you, I'd have to believe you are something more than a fuck-up.""You know... It's amazing to me that people breaking laws, doing drugs, getting drunk, being permiscuous, and causing untold drama consider and even brag about their lives being interesting and "exciting". One thing is for sure... nothing any wild teen can do will ever be more exciting than feeling your unborn child kick for the first time, seeing your baby on ultrasound for the first time, getting married and knowing you are spending the rest of your life with the perfect person for you. I don't envy anyone because I've known these things. And I can only expect more, even greater moments to come. One thing that would make it all the better, would be a good friend to relate and share my experience with. If i could see Charlene more it wouldn't be so bad... or even Ashley. Oh well. Take what you can get right?"No doubt she has her husband supporting her views... I can hear him calling me and immature little kid. Maybe it would be better if I ran around with a fake accent and impregnating barely legal women? Fuck you.....